not easy
Everything is not easy ..
hope the days will soon be a little better.
I will be able to manage and add me and say that today has been a good day.
I turn away all I try and show a strong side of me, I will show that I can stand up traveled alone, I do not need someone who says I’m here for you no matter what, and when I need help as there are no help and get I’m so tired of and be betrayed time and again by people who say them there when those are not there!
I meet a wonderful person, everything became much easier no matter what it was that I was never afraid of saying anything, it was just as if I was talking to myself, although I did not, I got all the help I would ha .. but after all I said it felt like I always had the person on the shoulder .. who told me what was right and not .. I always thought through things twice before I did it or not … it has made me and think .. a bit longer.
I no longer know whether it is right and do what I’ve done, I feel that in a way it is good and in another way it is not so good, I feel like I’ve lost a part of me, the part that made me smile, the part that made me and look positively at all even though it was an obstacle in the way.
I’ve taken all too many choices have been wrong, I’m not going so well through if there really is a good idea or not.
I walk past the mirror accommodate my weather day but I turn never too and see if I look good enough out or if I have a little cap turned sideways, for I can not look at myself and say that there is me, for I do not know me again anymore.
I have tried and keep the faith up on that one day, then things will work out and and I’m going and clear and add me and say that it has been a good day, but I feel that everything I do is wrong.
I took to me everything you told me everything you said made me and see fancy things but I try quite a while now on their own but feel it does not go. I do not know what to do to make it go.
I want to say thanks to all those who have lined up!
